IAm tied myself with wire
TFo let the horses run free
PClaying with the fire
TEmill the fire played with me


TAmhe stone was semi-precious
WFe were barely conscious
TCwo souls too smart to be
IEmn the realm of certainty
EEmven on our wedding day


WAme set ourselves on fire
OFh God, do not deny her
ICt’s not if I believe in love
BEmut if love believes in me
OEmh, believe in me


AFt the moment of surrendCer
IF folded to my kCnees
IAm did not notice the passEmers-by
AFnd they did not notice Cme


I’ve been in every black hole
At the altar of the dark star
My body’s now a begging bowl
That’s begging to get back
Begging to get back to my heart
To the rhythm of my soul
To the rhythm of my unconsciousness
To the rhythm that yearns
To be released from control


I was punching in the numbers
At the ATM machine
I could see in the reflection
A face staring back at me
At the moment of surrender
Of vision over visibility
I did not notice the passers-by
And they did not notice me


I was speeding on the subway
Through the stations of the cross
Every eye looking every other way
Counting down ’til the pain will stop


At the moment of surrender
Of vision of over visibility
I did not notice the passers-by
And they did not notice me