Intro: G

GHey
Itʼs been a while since you saw my face
G7I havenʼt been doing so great
So I took a little break
CA lot of people are saying some things about me
That arenʼt quite true
D7Doesnʼt matter if itʼs true though
Just as long as itʼs entertaining to Gyou, right?
You guys having fun?

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    GAll aboard the toxic gossip G7train
    CChugging down the tracks of D7misinformation
    GThe toxic gossip G7train
    CYou got a one way ticket to D7manipulation station

    GToxic gossip G7train
    CTie me to the tracks and harass me for my past
    GThose rumors look like facts if you E7donʼt mind the gaps
    I wonʼt surCvive in the crash but D7hey

    At least youʼre havinʼ Gfun

GUh, hi everyone
Iʼve been wanting to come online and talk to you
about a few things
Um, even though my team has strongly
advised me to not say what I want to say
I recently realized that they never said that
I couldnʼt sing what I wanna say, so
Here I am, and, um,
today I only wanna talk about the facts
So, I hope that youʼll be willing to listen
Here we go
Many years ago, I used to message my fans
Uh, but not in a creepy way
like a lot of you are trying to suggest
It was more of a loser kind of way
Where I was just trying to be besties with everybody
It was kinda like,
uh when you go to like a family gathering, you know?
And thereʼs a weird aunt there who keeps coming up
to you and going like «Hey girl, whatʼs the tea!»
And youʼre like «Ehhh»
Um, that was me, but in group chats with my fans,
it was weird

GIʼve been sharing my life online for over 15 years
G7Iʼve poured my heart out to and because of that I feel
Like Iʼm Ctalking to my friends,
but, in the beginning of my career
D7I didnʼt really understand that maybe there
should be some boundaries there
CThere were times in the GDMs when I would overshare
D7Details of my life, Gwhich was really weird of me
CI havenʼt done that for Gyears, you see
D7Because I changed my behavior, and I Gtook accountability

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But thatʼs not very interesting, is it?

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    GSo letʼs go on the toxic gossip G7train
    The Clocomotiveʼs fueled with D7hateful accusations
    GThe toxic gossip G7train
    CSteamroll over someoneʼs D7reputation

    GToxic gossip G7train
    Hop on Cboard, but close your eyes, otherwise youʼll realize
    That the Gtrain is made of lies and that E7person you despise
    CMaybe didnʼt deserve to die, but D7hey

    GAt least youʼre havinʼ fun

GIn all seriousness, I do think itʼs really important
to hold people accountable for their mistakes
Um, yʼknow, we should hope that everyone
can learn from their mistakes
And grow, and change their behavior,
and be a better person
This is something that Iʼve always tried
to do when I make mistakes
And is something that I will continue to try t what?
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Oh, you donʼt care? Oh, okay

GI thought you wanted me to take accountability
G7But thatʼs not the point of your mob mentality is it, no
CYour goal is to ruin the life of the person you despise
D7While you dramatize your lies and monetize their deGmise

GYeah, um, I feel like
I can already hear the comments on this video
C«Sheʼs gaslighting, manipulating!»
G«Ugh, sheʼs a narcissist and a rat!»
D7«I would never make a mistake like that.»

GOh, Iʼm sorry I didnʼt realize
G7That all of you are perfect, so please, criticize me
CBring out the daggers made from your perfect past
D7And stab me repeatedly in my bony little back

CIʼm sure youʼre Gdisappointed in my D7shitty little Gsong
CI know that you wanted me to Gsay that I was D7100% in the Gwrong
CWell, Iʼm sorry, Iʼm not gonna Gtake that route
D7Of admitting to lies and rumors that you Gmade up for clout

GHey everybody, I found someone new to harass
G7She did some things that I do not like, in her past
CSo everybody, gather ʼround, ʼcause weʼre about to aD7ttack

But not based on facts, oh no
CYour loaded lethal weapon is your fingers on the keys
GYou donʼt need any armor when you can E7hide behind a screen
CSo, shoot me down, quick, with a D7click, and bam
My reputationʼs deGceased

GUh, I also wanted to take a minute
to talk about that girl, Miranda Sings
G7You know the one, yeah her
CUh, sheʼs PG-13, it says that on my website

CAnd itʼs always been that way
D7And thatʼs why you wonʼt find my videos
on the YouTube Kids app
Anyway, um, I didnʼt Crealize it was my Gresponsibility
D7To decide what was appropriate for every Gkid to see
CIʼve always relied on parents to Gdecide if theyʼre comfortable
D7With their families watching my YouTube videos
or Gcoming to my live shows

GNow, have I made some jokes in poor taste? Yes
G7Have I made lots of dumb mistakes? Yes
CAm I sad that thereʼs some fans that feel betrayed? Yes
D7But was my intention to manipulate? No

GIt doesnʼt really matter what my intention was
ʼCause it seems as though everyoneʼs
already decided on that
Let me tell you, itʼs not very fun to have millions
of people all over the world
Call you the most vile, horrendous,
disgusting, life-ruining words
That a person can be called, in my opinion
Um, it doesnʼt matter that these things arenʼt true
Uh, everyone just believes that you are
the type of person who manipulates and abuses children
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So, I just wanted to say that, um

GThe only thing that Iʼve ever groomed G7is my 2 Persian cats
CIʼm not a groomer, Iʼm just a loser
GWho didnʼt understand I shouldnʼt resG7pond to fans
CAnd Iʼm not a predator even though a lot of you think so

GBecause 5 years ago, I made a D7fart joke
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So,
Ceven though I know this video wonʼt
Gchange anyoneʼs mind about me
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I still felt it was important
to D7come on here and defend myself a little
And tGake accountability
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And I also wanted to say that
To Canyone out there who has ever Gsupported me in any capacity
D7I really, really appreciate you, thank you
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For what itʼs worth, I never had any bad intentions
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But I do feel like shit

Chorus:
    GThe toxic gossip G7train
    CChugging down the tracks of D7misinformation
    GThe toxic gossip G7train
    CYou got a one way ticket to D7manipulation station

    GToxic gossip trG7ain
    CTie me to the tracks and harass me for my past
    GRumors look like facts when you donʼt E7mind the gaps
    CI wonʼt survive in the crash but D7hey

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I hope you had some fun

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Actually, yʼknow,
I Gfeel like maybe I should
Let you guys know something, um
Seems like, maybe youʼre confused about something?
I donʼt know
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Let me try to help, um

GSometimes people make a mistake
and it doesnʼt make them a horrible person, whoa
CSometimes people can make a mistake
and theyʼre D7still a good person
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Crazy, I know

GSometimes people can make a mistake
and you donʼt G7have to take that mistake, oh no
CAnd twist it up, and grind it,
and add some lies to it, and pulverize it
And stab it with knives,
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and ruin a life, and, oh no

GSometimes people can make a mistake,
it doesnʼt G7mean you gotta send them hate, oh no
CSometimes people can make a mistake
and you can D7kindly let them know, and help them to grow
CSometimes people mGake mistakes,
simply Gbecause they made a E7mistake?
CAnd that mistake doesnʼt make them a terrible D7human
It just makes them a Ghuman

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But what do I know?
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Fuck me, right?