CMy foundation was rocked

FMy tried and true Emway to deal was to vanishDm

My Cdepartures were old

FI stood in the Dmroom shaking in my bootsG


FAt that particular Gtime love had Cchallenged me to Dmstay

FAt that particular Gmoment I knew Cnot to run Dmaway again

FThat particualr Gmonth I was Cready to investigateDm with you

FAt that particualr timeC


We thought a break would be good
For four months we sat and vacillated
We thought a small time apart
Would clear up the doubts that were abounding
At that particular time love encouraged me to wait
At that particualr moment it helped me to be patient
That particular month we needed time to marinate in what "us" meant
At that particular time


I've always Amwanted for you

What you've wanted forF yourself

And yet I Amwanted to save us high waterF or hell

And I Amkept on ignoring the Fambivalence you felt

In the Gmeantime I lost myFself

In the Gmeantime I lost myFself

I'm Gsorry I lost myFself...IC am


You knew you needed more time
Time spent alone with no distraction
You felt you needed to fly
Solo and high to define what you wanted
At that particualr time love encouraged me to leave
At that particular moment I knew staying with you meant desserting me
That particualr month was harder than you'd believe

But I Fstill left

At that particualr Ctime